Ugh. That's All There Is To It

I used to think that getting out, getting away and being alone would make things easier for me. I used to think that I could do this on my own. I used to think that I was strong, willing and able to provide for my son.

I'm struggling lately. For no reason other than I feel like I am not enough. I am not enough as a mother. I'm not enough as a person. And I really need to figure out how the heck to deal with it all.